Four years ago, if you had asked my friends what kind of person I was, they would have told you that I was a control freak, a workaholic, and someone who was extremely busy with life’s flow. That isn’t to say that I didn’t have a social life. I did. I made time for my family and friends. My days were filled with deadlines and my free evenings were full of social events.
One afternoon, on a flight home after a weekend away, it dawned on me that I had the opportunity to drop everything and take a year off. I had been through a tough year in every sense possible. I had been wanting to take a sabbatical to do some traveling and learning for a while but never had the courage to do so. It dawned on me, that I was 30 years old, I was done with any financial obligations I had had, and did not have anyone relying on me. When would I get an opportunity like this again? I thought it’s now or never. Continue reading Turbulence
With ISIS close by and wars occurring in neighboring countries, I continuously am told that Armenians should get over something that took place 100 years ago, and instead focus on current events that need our attention. It has also come to my attention that many people are not well informed about the genocide. Hence why I felt the need to write up an informative post regarding the genocide and the importance to recognize it.
Continue reading Everything you need to know about the Armenian Genocide
When I first moved here, I’d walk in the city listening to music, feeling liberated and light. I’d force myself not to twirl so that people would not think I was crazy. The big smile plastered on my face and my bouncy walk was enough to let people think I was. I remember asking myself, how long would I feel like this? This feeling must be temporary.
11 months later, I’m walking around exploring random neighbourhoods in the city admiring the old architecture and the charm of every alleyway.
11 months later, I still hold myself from twirling.
11 months later, I still have a huge smile plastered on my face.
11 months later, I still feel liberated.
This country has inspired me to do so much.
This country has nourished my soul.
This country has been good to me.
Day after day, I love this country more and more, and with it I love myself more.
Ever since I was in high school, I have been creating 5 year plans, which I’d revise according to new circumstances or opportunities. I was a total control freak. I simply liked to envision what my life could possible look like in the future. “Knowing” what the future held for me always made me feel more at ease and a lot more confident.
A few months ago, I found myself without a plan and clueless about where I wanted to head to or what I wanted to do next. Naturally, the control freak in me hit the panic button but I soon realized how liberating this was. I also remembered that I promised myself to hit the cruise control button this year.
I am simply floating around aimlessly, waiting for something to appeal to my senses so I’d head in its direction. Continue reading The Importance of Trying New Things